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I can't sleep
it's 4:30 in the morning
can't you see
laying in bed is fucking boring
I don't want more time alone
but I get anxious when you
call me on the phone
you're sick of me
at least I think that's what you're saying
I'll just leave
it's for the better. I'll be okay
I don't want more time alone
but I get anxious when you
call me on the phone
I'll go crazy left alone
I never feel okay at home
I wanna talk, but we both know
I get anxious when I
call you on the phone
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The time I got too drunk alone
and I told you I love you
You didn't say anything
But I wouldn't expect you to
But it still hurts
When I feel you're ignoring me
I can't bare for you to be sad
But I want you to miss me
I think I'd die
If you told me you loved me too
If you told me you felt anything
But I wouldn't expect you to
I could never be what you want me to be
Because I could never be what I want myself to be
I could never be happy
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And I know that I don't have the right
But I get kinda jealous sometimes
Your life is your life and my life is mine
It must be yours because it's sure as hell not mine
I'm fucking miserable most of the time
So I drove home screaming 'Fuck Your Emotional Bullshit' into my steering wheel'
And I thought that I cold never feel fifteen again
Well I was wrong
Probably driving too fast
But there are no traffic laws after midnight
Feeling alive
I guess it's good to feel like shit sometimes
Please can you be what I want you to be
And if not can you please just lie to me
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Knots
04:45
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Feeling cold and out reach
Others ask, but I can't speak
There's a lump in my throat
And it's enough to make me choke
All I ask for is sleep
Honestly, it's what I need
Just to recede and reconcile with all these faults
In a while they'll all be gone
Leave me, I just need some sleep
Don't worry about me just let me rest
I need some times to clear things off my chest
Cleanse myself of all unwanted thoughts
Honestly it's got me tied in knots
All I gotta' say
And all I gotta' ask
Is give me my own time
To get off of my mind and let me sleep
Need a better view
I said I need a better view
It's me and it's not you I promise
I'll do what I can do
Don't worry about me just let me rest
I need some time to clear things off my chest
Cleanse myself of all unwanted thoughts
Honestly it's got me tied in knots
All I ask for is sleep
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5. |
Wading
04:58
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Shallow
Interests are fading
Wrapped in jaded longing
We wished for more depth within
Crest of the endless
Swim in the abyss
Forever isn't long enough for me
We wished for more depth within
Distance is a living hell
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6. |
Reverse Judas
06:57
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I saw the colors breaking in like waves
The shoreline bathed in my disgrace
The blood I spilt washing up for days
A bastion of heartache, a rainbow plain
I say eons of my face in gray
Churches, wordless bibles, and purple paint
The clouds in pink the sky a noose or a tether
Prophets preaching to me that their sadness will last forever
I'm on my way home
And I'm almost there
I've been reading your letters
So please take care
They'll find the pages that I left behind
And they'll read them under twice the light
Solar halo seething tundra bite
Remember me in death, but forget that I died
Destroyer, Oh, Hell Cathedral
March not into that darkness
Breed light from that luscious garden
And fear not the purple awning
I'm only afraid of the ever after if you're not there
So please take care
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Harbor San Diego, California
We are a shoegaze influenced band from San Diego.
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